When the smile is a lie. When the laughter is nothing but a cough of the heart. When the tension reaches the boiling point. When the agony isn’t soothed by pain killers. When the yellow t-shirt goes unworn. When each word uttered makes you more confused. When the happiness isn’t happy anymore. When what you have achieved doesn’t matter. When it is thought to be a fraud. When the misunderstanding takes over the sweet conversation. When the tongue increases in moist to prevent you from talking. When I keep writing when……. stories. When they stop obeying Allaah using you as an excuse to fulfil their whims and desires. When the call goes unanswered. When the child is excited to leave home. When the eyes are about to close. When you have no energy to write another word.