I will keep this short as much as my heart wills. There are people who leave me and there are people who I leave. I don’t know which is harder to Continue reading


Those who love Allaah

๐Ÿ“ฌ” ูˆู„ุง ุดูŠุก ุฃุทูŠุจ ู„ู„ุนุจุฏ ูˆู„ุง ุฃู„ุฐู‘ู ูˆู„ุง ุฃู‡ู†ุฃู ูˆู„ุง ุฃู†ุนู… ู„ู‚ู„ุจู‡ ูˆุนูŠุดู‡ ู…ู† ู…ุญุจุฉ ูุงุทุฑู‡ ูˆุจุงุฑูŠู‡ุŒ ูˆุฏูˆุงู… ุฐูƒุฑู‡ ูˆุงู„ุณุนูŠ ููŠ ู…ุฑุถุงุชู‡ุŒ ูˆู‡ุฐุง ู‡ูˆ ุงู„ูƒู…ุงู„ ุงู„ุฐูŠ ู„ุงูƒู…ุงู„ ู„ู„ุนุจุฏ ุจุฏูˆู†ู‡ุŒ ูˆู„ู‡ ุฎูู„ูู‚ ุงู„ุฎู„ู‚ุŒ..

ูˆู„ุง ุณุจูŠู„ ุฅู„ู‰ ุงู„ุฏุฎูˆู„ ุฅู„ู‰ ุฐู„ูƒ ุฅู„ุง ู…ู† ุจุงุจ ุงู„ุนู„ู…ุŒ 

ูุฅู† ู…ุญุจุฉ ุงู„ุดูŠุก ูุฑุนูŒ ุนู† ุงู„ุดุนูˆุฑ ุจู‡ุŒ ูˆุฃุนุฑู ุงู„ุฎู„ู‚ ุจุงู„ู„ู‡ ุฃุดุฏู‡ู… ุญุจุง ู„ู‡
๐Ÿ”ธู†ู‚ู„ุง ุนู† ูƒุชุงุจ”ู…ูุชุงุญ ุฏุงุฑ ุงู„ุณุนุงุฏุฉ” ู„ุงุจู† ุงู„ู‚ูŠู…(ูกูฃูฆ/ูก)


Thursday, 13th July 2017

There are certain times that a person feels truly at loss. Today is one of those days. I am writing to you from my couch staring at the dawn light and almost seeing a ray of hope. Sometimes you try several times to fix your own mistake but it doesn’t work. Last night spent staring at the ceiling at my friend’s place who gave me a pillow and a blanket to get through the dark night. My life once so beautifully planned crumbled in just ten minutes and I am really dreading to make the breakfast. I strongly feel like I want to sleep through this entire day. I have had enough of people, misfortune, me trying to fix something and making it worse and most of all no help.